I’m obviously gonna have to continue on with my life cause I’m not just gonna sit here and wait for you… I honestly, never in my life have a fell so hard for a guy… I guess I thought you were the one but I guess not. I just don’t know what else to say by the fact that you really hurt me. 

I don’t even give a fuck if you see this or not cause you probably won’t even think its you… but if you do then I guess you know how I really feel and I actually thought that I could really be something with you but I guess not cause you see right threw me.

At this point I’m honestly done putting in effort with you cause its seems like I try so much just to make myself feel a little bit better but to be honest it doesn’t make me feel better at all, it just makes me feel worse.

I need to start being smarter about things, but everybody learns from their mistakes. I’ll just stop giving out hints to you and just stop everything in general and wait to see what happens because I just can’t do everything myself.

But one more thing, I did like what we had before you started to act all different…..